Round Midnight

Suck it up

I think this whole reason being in this state of mind is unecessary.

When a conversation goes unanswered, you know somewhere went wrong.

Yet, you can’t fix it.

Then you wonder why and you get so mad at yourself that you use all that disappointment and frustration to pull yourself every single day till it reaches you back again the next time, so on and so forth.

It’s a cycle you see and if you’re a person like me where you have only the weekends(less than a weekend) to yourself, you’re helpless and you can’t really do anything abt it.

I’ve been such a fool these past few weeks.

I’ve been trying and asking for something i’m not looking for.

The last thing i want is for myself to be ignored by others.

I’m stopping this right here right now.

It’s pointless.

Second Chances

When we meet someone for the first time, we often create a defining image in our minds of who that person is. We may also quickly decide whether or not that someone is worth getting to know. Sometimes when an initial interaction is particularly uncomfortable or challenging, we can decide to close our hearts to this new acquaintance entirely. But being too quick to judge can cause us to lose out on a potentially wonderful relationship. 

I think everyone deserves to be given a second chance. We all know from personal experience how painful it can feel to be misunderstood or judged harshly. We have good hearts and want them to be seen and when someone shuts us out before they  know who we truly are, it can be very frustrating and feel hurtful. By giving others a second chance, we can extend the same courtesy we would ask for ourselves. By doing this, we also set a precedent for all of our relationships… to allow everyone the freedom to simply be themselves, whether it is a blind date, someone sitting next to you on an airplane, or your new neighbor, everyone has a full life outside of their interaction with you. They may be preoccupied with a personal or business situation that affects the way they are presenting themselves in that moment, or maybe they had a rough day or received some bad news. If you give them the room to be who they are, where they are, you will allow yourself to do the same. 


Also, remember the good old fashioned gut check… when you are considering giving someone a second chance, first check in with your inner knowing. If you find that your intuition is advising you to keep your distance, it is important to honor that guidance… and by honoring your intuition when it has wisdom to share, you will feel confident and happy in your decision to give others a second chance.

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Where Do I Go?

Where do we go? What do we say? What do we do?
Nowhere to turn, nowhere to run and there’s nothin new
Where do we go for inspiration?
It’s like pain is our only inspiration
- Talib Qweli

Van Houten

Don’t you find it weird that people always fall for people who is so far to reach yet close enough to hurt?

Have You Ever Been (To Electric Lady Land)

Patience & Tolerance

I’m starting to realise that my patience and tolerance level has gone down.

Especially around people.

Maintenance

Laptop Power Adaptor – Spoilt

Adidas Watch Strap – Tear

Handphone Charging/USB Connection - Loose

Wallet Coin Holder – Tear

 

Just when i thought i could treat myself something.

Next time.

Win & Lose Some

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you just don’t know even whether you’ve won, or lost.

Sunday again

It’s Sunday again.

And I have an extremely extremely nervous itching uneasy uncomfortable feeling.